Ziedya izara

Though

something that we should thinking of

10 hari yang lalu.  Selamat hari lahir diri. Semoga berbahagia selalu ye. To someone who always beside me, cik puan, selamat hari lahir diucapkan. Moga sentiasa bahagia, may Allah bless. Banyak nk cakap tapi sangat penat. Demi masa. Sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian. Melainkan yang beriman dan beramal soleh.

Life is getting been tough lately And I dont have any desire except sleep -

Walking in the crowds of people　 The noise of a tired city Why is it that tears fell?

Salam syawal c: Missing myself to be exist here. Its already a month gone since i wrote the last entry. How are you, readers? doing fine? Hope so c: since i in the state of happy now because of becoming weekend, i would like to tell the stories about hari raya and Aida's wedding *if i not ke laut with others thing** There was a crisis before hari raya that really make my mood ruined well. My younger brother injected  a virus in my laptop. eh, my brother is not the virus, but he is the host of the virus since he moved it from my youngest sibling's notebook . The virus was infected by broadband, which is index.swf if i am not mistaken. previously i already been effected by this virus, luckily its already removed by certain antivirus that i temporarily installed in my laptop. That was the first thing. Because of the internet line was not so good, i clearly hold it first and be patient.  Then, i set my laptop a password since hes clearly open my laptop without ...

salam 20 ramadhan

cubaan yang ke 5 ke 6 macam tu la i will try my best later. if u want to use as your wallpaper, feel  free to take it c: credit picture : window 7 theme credit picture : lumix dalam usaha menambah saham-saham ke syurga. moga dapat kebaikan bersama. permudahkan ya Allah

sudah setahun setengah blog ini wujud. Harapnya dapat bagi kebaikan bersama. Although  it keeps changing url and etc, its still exist there. sayangnya, the first blog that i wrote back then, i already delete it. teringin juga nak baca semula penulisan semasa di zaman kanak-kanak ribena dulu, heh?  kenapa ziedya izara? glamourous sangat namanya. This blog it stands for my siblings name though. zie for ziela, azi, zierah. ie stand for limie, sukie. dya stand for dyana. iza stand for liza and ra stand for zura. thinking back than, i called my oldest sister, along. My second sister i called her za, even mom always order us to called her angah hehe. Followed by me (achik supposedly), both my sisters called me zila but the 3 years difference age with me which is zura, called me just "la" sometime "ila". My mom also called me like that. Even though it sound like uhu hu hu hu it was acceptable then, just for them. The rest, below than zura until suki called, called me ...

hidup ini sedar tak sedar hanya untuk menunggu mati. masa sekarang sangat cepat berlalu hingga tak sedar petang sudah menggamit tiba. sedar tak sedar juga kehidupan sehari di sana lebih lama jika dibandingkan dengan umur kita hidup di sini. Jadi? ada satu quote saya baca dalam satu program realiti tv, "i was so happy for 30 seconds, but after that it was like hell for me". quote ke neh? entah ayat dia macam bule buat quote jek. ape-ape je la. em, dalam masa yang pendek 30 saat saje dia bule rasa hepi betei. tapi lepas tu keadaan berubah, apa yang dia rasa dalam 30 saat tu rupenya bule buat dia sengsara sepanjang hayat dia. fuh! Jadi? jadi? masa yang saya/awak/dia/aku/kau/mereka dan sebagainya sangat singkat. how stressed/pressured/tension/down you are today, do not forget to spread kindness in this given time since i/you/she/he/them/they do/does not know when Allah will call us back, right? diri sudah berada di zon kuning --

When sad things happen I lie down and gaze at the blue sky that birds are flying through Like they are pressed for time After that, the flow of the seasons, and today too, melt into time   Even though these were the days I'd chosen I lost my way and looked like I'd given up Just what would the innocent me from photos say? I'm going to meet the "me" of tomorrow So that I won't lose the past Holding the precious things I'd started to forget Even if we don't know any answers, as long as there is still a road to continue on Let's believe it as it is and go Walking in the crowds of people　 The noise of a tired city Why is it that tears fell? Many of the things I didn't want to lose escaped And melted into the city again today If I became completely accustomed to losing things, Then I'd forget everything I wanted to pursue But the fact is that I know　 Everybody has a future I'm going t...

Assalamualaikum.  Melihat saje perkembangn di syria, dan baru-baru neh tentera mesir cukup menbuatkan hati gundah gulane. Setiap hari, melihat gambar kanak-kanak di newsfeed facebook, dibunuh bagaikan nyawa yang ada tidak berharga. Wanita-wanita di sana saban hari dirakus oleh nafsu yang bertopengkan manusia. Apa dah jadi? apa dah jadi? i dont have any idea, why people's doing that kind of act? tiada yang mustahil di dunia akkhir zaman ini.

Sedar tak sedar, 7 hari lagi nak ramadhan.  Ya Allah, izinkanlah lah aku untuk bertemu bulan yang mulia ini. Bersempena bulan yang mulia ini, saya ada cek list harapan saya matlamat saya di bulan yang mulia ini dan semestinya perlu diwarmupkan sebelum ramadhan tiba. Matlamat saya ramadhan 2013  1. Semestinya khatamkan Al-quran, target 1/1/4 juzuk satu hari. dah beberapa tahun tak sempat nak capai target neh. Sebab ape tak khatam-khatam, sebab saya tak paksa diri baca banyak *_* sebab ape tak paksa diri sendiri, sebab saya tak rajin T_T 2. Bangun sahur, amek keberkatan sahur. Yang neh memang perlu diketuketepiketengahkan disebabkan saya duduk jauh dengan keluarga jadi bila duduk jauh-jauh neh probability nak bangun sahur agak malas sedikitsebanyak hais *_* 3. Saya akan mencuba sedaya upaya untuk bangun qiamulail, sekurang-kurannya sekali. Ziela, at least sekali ziela, remind yourself ingatkan diri sendiri *_* macam mane nak kejar lailatulqadar kalu malas macam neh T_T ...

Assalamualaikum. Beberapa hari yang lepas fikiran saya terganggu dengan satu status twitter kawan saya semasa di praktikal dulu. Exactly to said, rendah diri dengan penampilan luaran, and make her depressed a lot. Saya fikir dan terus fikir sampai nak pergi kerja besok pon saya fikir lagi. Saya pon tak tahu kenapa saya fikir dan terus fikir. Thats why people said, thinking so much time, really turn to be complicated haiya Dia kawan yang amat saya senangi. Seingat saya, dia kawan pertama saya yang begitu jujur, everything dia tak puas hati, dia takde simpan-simpan. Bila dia tak suka, dia akan cakap. Tak kira, baru kenal, setengah kenal apatah lagi yang dah kenal lama. Mula-mula saya pun agak "shock" juga, sebab saya bukan jenis sealiran begitu, tapi lama-kelamaan saya bule adapt well dengan personaliti macam tu. Jarang nak jumpa personaliti macam neh, rare sangat sebab for me people tend to observe first when first time meeting, isn't? Berbalik kepada status yang ...

Today is Saturday and it is an off day. I simply want to summarize what happen today, but i kinda sleepy. Nothing special today, it just i got experience on how deposit cash machine eat my money hi hi and i forgot to count how much i put money there hoho but not to worries, i already report at that bank, it will take 3-5 days, that money will be transfer back to my account This weekend its really helpless once. My housemate going to Kursus kawen. Opah back to perak. Cik puan hawa still at pahang. Lastly, it just me here :( Its too boring if normally your days is really busy, then when suddenly you don't have nothing to do, it feel like "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" ok. Nice day people Note : Apabila kita tidak mendapat apa yang kita inginkan, hanya ada dua sebabnya. 1) Kerana kita kita tidak benar-benar inginkanya. 2) Kerana kita tidak membayar 'harga' untuk mendapatkannya! (Ustaz pahrol - Seraut Kata Selaut Rasa)

Around 5 PM, after asar prayer, opah and i go to pantry to take a break. Just to wake up our lazy eyes, make some drinks while watching tv that had been there. suddenly, a foreigner see us in pantry and gladly saying  hi to us even though we are not familiar with that guy. But still we treat him like we know hihi. I just see that guy talk to murni before, just that. I do not know the name of that guy, i thought he come from Bangladesh, but opah said he from somewhere like Tunisian, Pakistan. Im not too sure. Actually i don't have any idea what hes talking about. He asking why we wear "that"? Are we wear "that" from home to workplace? while referring to our feets. Amazingly today, we wear a zebra colorful socks until he noticed that we wear that kind of socks. Opah speechless. Im too.  What the kind of answer that should we answer to him. To make out the answer, im simply said, aurat when opah seem do not to answer that question. I do not know weathe...

kerana aku merasa bersyukurnya terhadap nikmat yang Engkau berikan izinkan aku menghambakan diri padaMu Ya Rabbi Yang tidak pernah lekang memberi dalam hening cahaya dan hujan dalam gelap malam dan cerahnya siang merasa kesyukuran dengan segala apa yang Kau berikan  rasa kehambaan ini Aku mohon kekalkanlah  Ya Tuhan

Salam ahad and happy working guys to those who are working today :) its long time I'm not writing in English, I thought :). I need to polish back until its not awkward to use English in post writing, even though the title is in Malay c: when passing a same route to go work today, a popped massage in my mind appear "bahagia" in split of second, a lot of though coming continuously. Right now, there is Samsung exhibition at centre of KLCC. Lot  of people there viewing the best gadget that suit themselves. As the motto of the new S4 Galaxy, the best companions in life, get attract a lot of attention. There is a lot of gadget nowadays. As you get the latest new one, soon coming the more modern, unbelievable touch screen, more unique features. we are currently pursuing the new one, even we were having the best one. its normal though, if you compared in this reality. Someti...

Ini adalah dua benda yang saya sangat suka. Awan. Bila pergi jalan-jalan kat mana pon, benda yang bule buat saya interested nak amek gambar adalah awan. Kagum dengan ciptaan yang satu ini,yang mana bile nampak dari jauh, punye la banyak dan besar. Lebih-lebih lagi time hujan, nampak berat je nak bawak air. Tapi yang ajaibnye, awan yang berat tu masih terapung-apung dekat langit. Kalu ikut kuantiti air hujan yang turun memang nampak mustahil bole bawak terapung macam tu kan. Ajaibnya ciptaan Tuhan. Maha suci Allah. Tengok je awan boleh rasa sangat tenang.Rasa mcam semua masalah hilang terapung macam tu saja. Dari rasa mood macam spoil terus pulih bila melihat keindahan alam. Lagi-lagi bila terbaring di padang rumput di waktu yang tak panas sangat. Rasa minda bebas kemana-mana seperti bergeraknya awan di langit. Awan ada banyak jenis. Dulu time belajar geografi memang sangat minat bab ni. Sangat skor bila exam mengalahkan semua orang dalam kelas haha. Rugi rasa tak sambung ...

Assalamualaikum.  Di sini saya ingin kongsikan Khutbah Terakhir Rasulullah yang saya dengar dekat ikim masa siap-siap pagi tadi. Terasa sedih. Tak tahu kenapa :( Khutbah ini disampaikan pada 9hb Zulhijjah, tahun 10 Hijriah di Lembah Uranah, Gunung Arafah : "Wahai manusia, dengarlah baik-baik apa yang hendak kukatakan, Aku tidak mengetahui apakah aku dapat bertemu lagi dengan kamu semua selepas tahun ini. Oleh itu dengarlah dengan telti kata-kataku ini dan sampaikanlah ia kepada orang-orang yang tidak dapat hadir disini pada hari ini. Wahai manusia, sepertimana kamu menganggap bulan ini dan Kota ini sebagai suci, maka anggaplah jiwa dan harta setiap orang Muslim sebagai amanah suci . Kembalikan harta yang diamanahkan kepada kamu kepada pemiliknya yang berhak. Janganlah kamu sakiti sesiapapun agar orang lain tidak menyakiti kami lagi . Ingatlah bahawa sesungguhnya, kamu akan menemui Tuhan kamu dan Dia pasti membuat perhitun...

the passing rain draws closer, the smell of the city is bittersweet the shadows left on the pavement seemed different than usual as if the everchanging sky was reflecting my wavering heart the world continues turning at a fast pace the signal that changes from red to green in the midst of a journey theres no return I want to go forward believing in tomorrow alone in this evening shower there may be times when I stop and look back but I won't be afraid of anything the evening sunflowers that I can see from the window after the rain are dyed by the sunset and waiting for the sunrise sometimes it seems like I'll lose sight of what's important but I walk on holding the feelings I won't let go dyed with a brilliant blue the future sketched out endless dreams moistening my dry heart in the midst of this limited time I strongly carved the emotions into my heart the sun will rise again even knowing what I would see ...

I tried to be perfect But nothing was worth it I don’t believe it makes me real I thought it’d be easy But no one believes me I meant all the things I said If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own This place is so empty My thoughts are so tempting I don’t know how it got so bad Sometimes it’s so crazy That nothing can save me But it’s the only thing that I have If you believe it’s in my soul I’d say all the words that I know Just to see if it would show That I’m trying to let you know That I’m better off on my own On my own (Sum-pieces) Sesungguhnya pada kejadian langit dan bumi dan pada pertukaran malam dan siang, ada tanda-tanda (kekuasaan, kebijaksanaan dan keluasan rahmat Allah) bagi orang-orang yang berakal; (Surah Ali'Imran. Ayat 190)

Assalamualaikum and good evening today i would like to reveal some of my lumix's pictures as i though its a waste to keep it in hard disk hihi. this is pictures from 2010, september :) ini adalah yang guna time study dulu, third year kot rasenye,sebab time tu enset sony dah rosak teruk. Time tu seyes da givup nak guna enset mahal2 haha. Tapi skang dah tak givup dah c: ini enset sape entah haha tapi neh laptop maya, comel jek secomel tuannye hihi tempat gantung kunci, ape jek jenis kunci sume bule cari kat sini ini biji kelapa sawit yang telah dibasuh dan dijemur. Time neh mase tengah buat fieldwork dekat luar. popia, buat time nak raya kot. excitedla mule2 nak buat, then dah berpuluh2 buat,terus da rase malas haha. Time neh,kakak yang buat sambal, kteorang yang adik beradek yang bawah tulun gulung saje c: halaman rumah satu ketika dulu, 2013 dah jadi laen suda rumah, huwaa i miss to be there T_T oh pokok pisang T_T ini adala...