Monolog #11

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Today, my mom has called me. Giving advise as usual to urge me on marriage. Its around 30 minutes this time. Asking me am i sick and hiding any secret from her. Asking me why im not married which i dont have any answer for that.

5 seconds, after we have finished the call. She called me back. Telling me sorry if she hurt me with her words. She asked me to think about it. With a shaky voice. Its look like shes crying.

What shoul i do? I wanna be a good daughter.

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