Ziedya izara

yesterday, it was a tough day for me. I doing some mistake and make people around me being in  difficult state.I am sorry. i will be more careful next time. i'm crying again, such a long time i not being that way. Although   i not want to be that way at first, it was my heart so fragile and ruin everything. with no place to say everything that i want to say, even i cant tell my mom of what happened since i do not want her worry neither i cant share with my friends also since its really awkward. with no place to hide my existence, keep deeply inside, endure as much as i can, show fake smile to tell em everything okay even is just a bluff to cover everything. come back work with silent mood,  i try to refresh back what i am doing lately, thinking thoroughly relationship with Allah, family and friends. i kept looking, am i doing too much sins, until i forget to repent back. That's why Allah give this troubles to make me awake...

salam 12 februari 2013 lebih kurang 22 jam lagi ade kat rumah. dan sesungguhnya rasa lebih tenang di sini. Alhamdulillah dapat spend masa bersama keluarga walaupun rasa sekejap saje, tapi bersyukur melihat mereka gembira dan bahagia. limi, my lil bro, maybe akan keluar berhijrah ke johor, bekerja disana. rasa risau jugak sebenarnye. ye lah, sebelum neh dia tak pernah hidup luar dari terengganu. cam mane la nanti. harap sangat dapat kawan-kawan yang elok2. zura pulak nanti nak sambung degree, dye dah apply upu hari itu, doa2 moga dapat la, insyaAllah, moga dipermudahkan  kehidupan kalian seterusnya. azie pulak alhamdulilah, rajin budaknye. rajin belajar dan i really impressed with her performance dalam subject english. shes better than me. mase upsr hari tu pun dapat a, alhamdulilah, cuma dye lemah math banyak. kene buat latih tubi banyak2 baru okay. irah tahun neh pmr, a bit worried sebab banyak bace buku cerita novel saje. tak kesah kalau nak bace pon, tapi kalau pelaja...

salam readers terasa mahu menutup blog ini, terasa saje *just a though. kenapa? sebab lepas buat research ke atas nama sendiri, hamek kau banyak beno link kuarnye. hari tu takde la muncul, tup tup ade plak. aish, penat tukar link bagai tapi still ha jadi macam neh. nak tukar pon, saye dah penat. penat sangat. sebab dah buat banyak link, lepas tukar dan tukar dan sampai bila entah benda neh tak kan berakhir tapi tak best juga, senang gilak kalo orang nak cari kite kat internet neh. semua maklumat hujung jari dan disebabkan itulah, jadi tak best macam takde privacy je *hoho kalo tak nak orang baca buat ape buat blog cik ziedya oii, duduk kat planet laen la kalo nak hidup dalam dunia sendiri haha *hamek kene sebijik dua lupe nak share ^^ theres a lot of thing berlaku semasa pendakian gunung lumut hari tu. saye share setakat mane yang mampu c: gunung neh lumut neh tinggi dye 1010 m kalo tak silap lah. bila dengar guider cakap, then saye katela dengan  some of my fr...

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