Ziedya izara

Dua hari yang lepas aku ada post satu gambar dekat instagram. Memang time tu rasa tak best betul betul tak best. Sebabnya baru deal satu kes admission. Vendor tak respon jadi tahu je la rasa dia macam mana orang yang duduk tengah tengah ni. Jadi update la satu gambar dengan caption jangan layan rasa tak best, peace! So a few friends give a comment and one of those comment keep me thinking over and over. Dia kata, kadang kadang rasa tak best tu bukan sebab rasa, bukan sebab manusia, mungkin kita lupa untuk tepuk dada, bertanya apa mahunya. Yes. What do you want? Apa yang awak mahu? I keep reflecting this comment and put in myself. Life reflection. What i want? What im going with this given short life? Figure it out ziela! Ganbatte!

Dont worry Im ok Im going to find my old self back Looking for what i had lost past years Good routine and warm feeling Striving to be a better human I will keep standing I will keep moving Im not going to stop To stop means to die I will survive I will In Shaa Allah

When im not being myself; Diagnosis 1) Tidur lambat. 2) Tak suka angkat call, dan call orang. I let my parent worried. I do have method to not let them worried. I will not let them worried. This is a promise. 3) Jauh dengan Tuhan. 4) lately, i kept saying that i want to play around on weekend. Go to nice place. But i end up staying at home. It so boring for the first week. But it turn out nice, comfortable at the second week. If this continue, i might lock myself home on weekend 😂. 5) Working is not excite me anymore. Why i behave like these? Mungkin nak masuk alam remaja atau pun ni simpton dah masuk alam tua 😂

No one who followed their heart has ever gotten lost. But love sometimes means letting go. And sometimes means holding on. Yet you'll never know the difference, unless you quiet the outer noise. And listen. Carefully. From the inside. That's where your answer lies. On the inside. Your answer is already there. It always has been. So listen carefully. But once you find it, have the courage to follow. Have courage, dear heart. No one who followed their heart has ever gotten lost. Love, yasmin mogahed

Im waiting for my little sis and her friend to finish their prayer. My lil sis been here for the first time arriving at TBS kuala lumpur. Shes having a training at maktab koperasi malaysia, and im gladly to show the way as she is not familiar with the routes, lost with trains etc. The feeling was great. Been able to show the way for needy which i also wished i had. Most of the time, since form 4 till now, im surviving my self alone at the new place which regards to the study, working etc. From mzms muadzam, kmj tangkak, ukm bangi and now kuala lumpur, the feeling lost everytime in a new place was something unforgottable. Just imagine someone who never out from her hometown, got order from mum to further study outside the world that i never wish. No friend to lean, no one visit me every weekend, survive everytime going back and returned, somehow i manage to survive here. Of course after through struggling. No pain no gain. Previously, im almost vomiting all the times when taking bus s...

Kenapa kita risau benda yang tak pasti jadi lagi. Risau dengan kerja pejabat yang tak akan habis. Risau dengan masa yang mendatang. How?risau itu ini. Kenapa kenapa kenapa Why not keep it simple, enjoy every gifted moments. No regret. Be honourable all the times.

Dont give up Have a faith! You know who you are.