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2021

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From when it went wrong, I’m not really sure There’s been a blue question mark in my mind Perhaps that’s why I lived fiercely  But , as I look back, standing here absently, that ferocious shadow that engulfs me  The blue question mark that still exists Would it be anxiety or depression Could it be that humans are really the animals of regret or, is it just me who was created by loneliness I still don’t know, the ferocious blue Hoping I don’t get eaten away, I’ll find the exit

Hey

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Thing that i can do Is to comfort myself With some random words Through the rough day I only have myself To begin and to end with 11/02/2019 12.28 AM Ho chi Minh Airport

The sea is the sea

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Sometimes you find yourself trying to let go of something But it's like, you have been swimming on the ocean for a very very long time And you feel like you belong there You are one with the waves The warmth of the water And your body moves in sync with the ocean And you swim around just trying to stay afloat Then you get tired and you start to drown And you swim back to land When you get there you just feel so heavy because you lost touch with gravity for so long And you collapse on the beach as you try to find balance again And then your feet finds gravity You stand up and you look at the horizon one last time And you just know that no matter how beautiful the sea was And how good it made you feel It was never yours to keep And somedays you'll miss it, you know And you feel yourself moving with the waves and you dream of diving in Then you realize your feet was meant for land And not cut out for the ocean Maybe you're meant to climb trees, or hike hills, or just run reall

Kaep JJang

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Let go You have done best your best  In case no one told you You are amazing for the way you are Even the whole word deny

Chill

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3.36 PM I decided to take 10 minutes break. Its friday and about 2 hours and half, my shift will end.   Do not let your body suffer on those things that you do not have the control.  Kept feeding this to the brain. I find myself worrying a lots of thing, and its effect my health. To the point ... Its not good, i know. I wish i have the stop button for this. Suddenly, my line manager walk in in this pantry for lunch. Its awkward.  See you again. Dont get hurt, take care.

Monoloque

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In order to run  I have to endure and get back up But there are so many parts of reality that so hard to bear It feels like I’m being forced off my feet, onto the ground Im trying my best to bear it because i hate to lose So why is it getting hard for me as i try harder?

Its been a while, hello 2018

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Terjumpa satu video recommend by You tube. Decided to up the video here. The lyric, the beats hit me hard. A reminder when i got lost. Sometimes she comes here often to remind her old self.